Monday, July 17, 2006
@9:35 PM
heyyy chaoyi here =)
ive recently (today) decided to turn over a new leaf try my best to be a kiND.. gentle.. well-mannered, loveable & well loved guy =).. to match my looks.. LOL
well.. i think the me b4 is too rough, foul mouthed & detestable by others cuz of my language & actions.. well.. i hope by having an extreme make over, i will be mOre popular among girls.. (LOL impossible) since no girls like having a FRIEND who scolds alOT of vulgarities.. haiya.. tt abt all for mi bah.. & i think i shlD learn to forgive & forget bah.. haiz ostrasizing someone is nv fun.. did tt for alot of times in my sec sch.. LUCKY ENUF! I HAVEN BEEN OSTRACIZED DESPITE BEING SUCH A BAD PERSON!! dUNo lah.. frm my experience.. i realli feel tt hating some1 is very tiring loh.. especially whEn tt person is from the same class.. moreover, the classes now are much smaller than b4.. thus.. chances of u having to meet tt person is much higher.. haiz.. do not wish to destroy the harmony in the class.. previous posts ive been saying tt the girls not openning up.. but as a matter of fact.. im much more confined to the same gender loh.. i think i shldn hate ppl bah.. cuz if u hate some1, tt person will hate u back.. im sure nobdy likes being hated... make sense rite.. no matter wad la.. keep ur comments to urself.. if realli cannot take it.. tell tt person nicely.. plead them to change.. if not.. jus try to haf contact wif them bah.. to prevent situations frm turning ugly.. oh yea.. stupid hancheng.. did stupid stunt to scare the hell outa mi & brian.. gD loh u.. plae this kind of game..ZZZZ
ya ya tt all i have to say.. haiz.. now realli feel ptless leh... study study.. info cannot get in too.. NO FEMALE TARGETS!!!!!! DAMN! im so jealous of ppl like sebas & brian.. at least they can get happiness frm a simple gesture frm A GIRL but for mi, haiz.. it jus feels so empty..=.= i noe tts lame.. but these tots.. jus came to my mind loh.. foolish mi.. nvm will get better soon =)
k lah.. lets go do EOM!! yea!!!!
