Tuesday, July 18, 2006
@8:48 PM
Apologise to Alex...
Before the start of listening compre exam todae, i played some games with sebastian...Den Alex joined in to wanna haf some joke with me...and tat was to haf both hands slapped my face suddenly..Mayb i haven told u guys abt my past too...hmmm...I was used to be bullied during the early daes of sec sch..and one of it was the slap on my face by one of them..From then on,I was
realli VERY SENSITIVE to slaps..I jus brought me back to the bullies some how and i felt realli veri veri angry and uncontrollable..And my ear is injured before becos my dad pulled my ear when i was very very young till it bled..Tats another reason y i got mad....Im realli hate ppl who hit my face or pull my ear...ya..so I jus had the energy all focused in my hands when we played the slapping of hands game..I jus felt quite insane then...I didnt realli noe who i was hitting but i jus noe its a "bulliy's" hand..I mean tat was wat i felt then la..i not say u bulli ah..realli..haha..so i realli hope u understand..I was a moment of folly..bcos of my veri bad experiences on face..sorrie..I noe u had gave in and controlled urself and not to fight or even worst etc..I had read ur blog and im realli glad that u stepped back..or the consequences would be hard to face..
Before the listening compre commence,when we had to sit down quietly and wait,I reflected..I felt realli bad..I knew i was wrong..I knew i should have controlled my feelings as well..At that moment,I felt very foolish...very barbaric!!!Sorry once again Alex..I noe u might stil b angry now but i hope it will slowly go off after u read this k..I realli hope u understand my senerio..yup..I hope i haf not lose my respect from u...hit anywhere but jus not face and not ear k...hmmmm...Tats all i haf to say now..I admit i made a mistake..Im human too...Cant i jus make one by accident todae??sorry guys...
But i realli wanna say something..The person who wrote the text at the tag board, if u r still unhappy of my actions,Im sorry..But if u haf understood me,pls take wat ever is not very nice away if u wan...I wont force u..but if u wanna leave that as a scar,I have nth to say...Once again,sorry Alex..Im not CM Wei Stupid Liang!!!
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