Friday, July 21, 2006
@11:50 PM
-chaoyi
dun wry abt ppl not blogging.. i will at least write smth useless here daily? i mean whenever i can use my comp.. =)
haiyo found out smth sad todae.. shall not sae wad.. buT zz at 1st i was wondering if i shld post this on my own blog or class blog.. but since im oso part of the class.. lets post it here =.= loL hopE u all dun mind.. =)
yea got to noe tt person A said to my fren"got turned off at the sight of him ( mi)".. zz which makes somethings quite clear.. at 1st i tot is tt person attitude.. but it cld also be tt tt person see mi oready sian 1/2 liao tts y gimme attitude.. yea la.. i think sometimes i sucks big time..(mayb all the time).. i did some soul searching.. think tt mayb the openly declaring war on some ppl seriously closeD all doors for myself.. i tot tt im the one hu start to hate others 1st, thus im more superior than them & is given the authority to openly critisize them & hurt their feelings.. but think again.. it cld b tt they dun like mi, tts y show mi the side of them which i dun like, thus linking to mi hating them.. aiya.. i think i jus suckx big time after thinking thru on things tt i did b4..
well i duno but.. seriously.. i get agitated quite ezly & my so called "bravery" to openly criticize those ppl is seriously jus an idiotic act done by losers.. yea link this to the class.. i like to scold ppl or pt middle finger to girls.. eg jeslyn.. whenever she do smth to other ppl in the class which annoys mi.. which simply doesnt concern mi but.. im jus so assholE..=.= i duno if sry is useful cuz i cannot assure tt i wun do tt again.. but seriously.. i jus realized tt im jus a jERk, ass-hole, loser nth much more =.=
reply to tagboards: to diced, aiya if u seriously so ashamed of ur own name den dun sae bah.. nbdy will force u.. do wadever u wan.. im in no position to make u alter ur CHoice.. haiz im jus quite sad today..