Wednesday, July 19, 2006
@9:07 PM
-hazardous- says:
firstly, i would like to say sorry to chaoyi cuz yday i ask him help mi remove my name and link from class blog...den when he ask mi to give him a v good reason i told him fuck it...thus...i'm sorry...
secondly, i would like to thank brian for his trust in mi...however an apology is not needed...i cannot stop them from suspecting mi...and like i said...it is onli logical...
thirdly, and the most important point...i would like you guys to apology to gangster...who ever he is...let mi tell u guys y...whoever he is...he might be here to cuz trouble...budden he had his fair share of limits...he did not went v far in his tags and i find tad he didn't went so far over board for u ppl to start scolding him lidat when he was onli scolding in a realli very nice way(the nicest way i ever since i gangster did)...another reason is bcuz he might be my friend...not tad i wanna protect him or side either side...all i wanna say is dis gangster who could be my friend might hv juz been unhappy tad a friend of him was treated dis way...maybe he(lets assume) could be someone who has known mi and knew abt my past...or maybe he could hv been someone who juz known mi and juz wanna protect his friend...or maybe he juz didn't know everything but he find it un-just...there can be many reasons tad has cuz him to go to the tag board and scold WL...budden lets see it in a positive way...or at least if u ppl are still my friend...think it in my point of view...for example if CY(chao yi) get insulted by someone for another class and i knew it onli at night...i might hv juz went to their class blog and scold the hell outta tad fucker...and they would scold mi back and unhappiness rises...but let mi as u...wat do u gain?...nth...budden for the case of gangster...everyone should hv done wat WL has done...i hv reason to believe WL is a matured person in think...he has set a good example...go read his entry...he said "The person who wrote the text at the tag board, if u r still unhappy of my actions,Im sorry"...isn't tad nice?...he learn...he avoided conflict...besides...did gangster realli scold WL to the extent tad was realli way over board?...i don think so...he came and started with a warning...and u all could hv juz said ok...we understood ur point...sorry to hv cuz u unhappiness...and tads it...conflict avoided...do u ppl understand my point?...don onli think of reacting to others provoke...learn to step back...will it kill u?...very shameful har?...not tad i wanna say it again WL...i'm juz using it as an example...lim bei kanna slap by WL until my small blood vessel bust and it bleeds in the inside...until now i still hv others marks on my hand...i kanna slap by him until my hands were pain like fuck and everyone is watching...i gave in and took a step back...swallowing watever little pride tad is still left in mi...not shameful har?...i won't give u a model answer...lim bei all along got thing say tad i find it right lim bei juz say...i don give model answers like it wasn't shameful bcuz u did a good thing watsoever...lim bei tell u straight it ur face tad i felt tad i no longer hv my pride as a man...lim bei feel bloodly fucking "nan shou" in my heart...budden it avoided a conflict right?...WL saw and learn from tad experience so can u guys learn too?...everybody makes mistake budden wats important is u learn from ur own mistake and even others...i don wanna see all dis wat seems like a nv ending conflict keep going on...the last reason to ask u all to apologise is bcuz off the rude comments u all made...yes he might hv been rude too...budden u hv the power to decide...it could hv been settle in a peaceful manner...like HC...he give gangster a strict warn-in...oso can right?...i don think needa scold him fuck off and everything...it is our class blog but the public hv the right to access it...we put a tag board there for others to comment...so y should u be so angry abt others negative comment?...juz accept it in a positive way like i hv mention and see if there is a need to change..if yes change it...if no den juz move on with life...to brian...i realli hope tad u'll apologise to not onli him...there is nth so uncool abt saying i'm sorry gangster for scolding you and even to the extend of ur family...nonody is gonna laugh at u watsoever...instead i believe u'll recieve words of praies...its the same thing to the rest of the class...i sincerely hope tad u all apology to gangster...i seriously don find tad there is a need to say sorry to mi but i sincerely feel tad there is a need to apologise to him...and i'll be the first...but let mi say finish wat i hv to say first
Next...whoever u are gangster i appreciate it if u sincerely care abt mi...if ur juz here to cuz trouble den i ask for u to stop with my ulmost repect...y respect u say?...cuz i'm surprise tad u had so easily turn my class into a battle field...and even to the extend of them pointing fingers at mi saying tad i am actually u...but let mi ask u?...do u hv a goal in doing all dis?...if no den wats the purpose of u contining...can u kindly stop?...if yes...izzt to cuz chaos?...if it is u hv successed and i ask for u to let us go for the fact tad we hv learn our mistake...and if it is bcuz tad u realli care abt mi den i realli thank u...i sincerely thank god for giving mi such a caring friend...i'm fine already...actually the matter has already been settled tad very day...cuz WL already came up to mi and we had already move on...there is realli no sense of hate nor anger to each other anymore...its ok tad u might hv misunderstood...i do not blame u for ur mistake if ur intention is realli out of goodwill...there is onli one thing i would like to ask from u...i would like u to apologise to my class...a sincere apology plz...on behalf of my class and from the bottem of my soul...i thank you
finally...to mrs ng...i'm sorry to hv cuz so much trouble to ur class...and if u may...i hope tad u will not rasie dis matter in class anymore...same to the rest of the class...i hv move on and i hope to let the matter rest...i believe WL is the same as mi...therefore i hope tad dis incident will not be raise anymore...thank you
-hazardous- signing off
*poof*
-gone-
